Today, Tomorrow and other Uncertainties

Today was average..not bad,, not good. Fought with my daughter for no reason, not sure whose fault it was, but there was nothing I could say that she didn't disagree with. Up...down...black....white. It is exhausting. Why does this part have to be so hard. I may just be overly sensitive. Tomorrow is Mom's biopsy. This brings the anxiety and the uncertainty. It is better in my head than to hear something real. I hate this. I have heard from friends and relatives. It is interesting the ones I haven't heard from. I have reached a point in my life where it is necessary for me to know those I can count on. I think I know who those people are. It is also a gift to know this. I have spent too much time going to dry wells for water. I don't have it this time. I need people to be real, to be honest and to be there.