Thursday

Today when I left the house, the sky was black and angry looking. By the time I got to work, the sun was shining and the clouds were white and non-threatening. It went back and forth like this all day. I wasn't sure if I should take my umbrella, or put on shorts. It mirrors how I feel today-a little bit of everything, and entirely unpredictable. I am very grateful for the true friends that I have. I know that I am blessed beyond measure to have such wonderful friends that call to check on me and are there and not afraid of the power of my feelings. I don't understand it, because sometimes I feel like I could be consumed by these emotions and disappear. They remind me that even if I feel like I will disappear, I won't because they are holding my hand and won't let go.