Finally Friday

What a long week it has been. I am not sleeping well and just wake up for no reason and can not stop my brain. It rolls on and on and speeds to places that I never intended, nor want to go. Yet, there I am. I do feel like I am walking around with all of my nerve endings are exposed. I am certainly more irritable and prone to bursting into tears. It is exhausting.I have to walk through this. There is no other way to do this. I can not escape this. It is the very core of my being that is being shaken. I will come out on the other side, but will be forever changed. I will heal eventually, but I will be different. There will be no one who knew me from the beginning. I will have lost my history. What happens if there is no one to remember?